I feel it tug at me.
For even dangerous bonds are still comforting and familiar over time.
And the small traces of goodness are the hardest to bid goodbye.
A laugh
A touch
A gentle moment
A connection with a soul on a level like I've never known.
I already miss it.
But I know it was time.
Time to go.
Time to let him face his reality.
And time to face mine.
We've left the common path.
They have diverged and are now facing opposite directions.
So quickly it happened.
Or perhaps,
not quick at all.
Perhaps I was blind for too long,
walking a path that wasn't meant for me.
I couldn't fit. It was so treacherous.
I wanted to out of love, and fear.
And then, at once, my eyes were opened.
And I was saved.
And he was saved.
And my true path beckons to me.
It says,
"Come Erica, come this way.
I've been waiting for you.
And you are ready.
Be brave, stand tall, for this path is only for the strongest and truest of heart.
He will find his own path.
Have faith that God will guide him. His journey is his own.
And you have given him the ultimate sacrifice.
And he is stronger now for it.
Take comfort in that.
Love the goodness within him forever, safe and secure inside your heart,
Say GoodBye,
And walk this way."
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