Chain

He angrily tries to chain me. To keep me to him.

He his angry because it isnt working. In will not be chained.

He wants to force me to love him the way I did.

Sick love. A love full of fear.

He wants me back and will turn a blind eye to the pain he causes.

He wants to go back in time. To the days when his secrets were still secret.

When I was still ignorant and in bliss.

He doesn't want to change his ways. He just wants me to accept him for who he is,

even when that means pain.

He wants me to hurt, just as long as I'm his.

He wants me chained to him. Cruel. Forced love. Not love. Forced presence.

He wants me in his life to live his life. To be his support.

But he knows nothing of supporting me.

He blames me for pushing away.

I am not allowing him to support me. I've shut all my doors.

I spent months waiting for him to support me.

He had his chance.

Now I am taking care of myself.

Now I am unchained.